tragedy

The summer before my sophmore college i decided ti give up on what many consider the dream. An attempt to play junior hockey is what Im refering to.  From try out to try out i tried making multiple junior teams.  Then i eventually got what i wanted and made a team up in Canada.  however it conflicted with certain goals i had in my life and the fact that i wanted to go to college and get an education.  Pretty much what happened was that I played hockey my whole life and wanted to see some return out of it and i have a passion for the game that is undescribable so i wanted to continue playing competetive hockey.  So i went back at it and busted my ass over the remainder of the summer from which the previous i had taken off and gone to school.  Well when i eventually got what i wanted which was a spot on a junior team I realized that my education was more important and I should just go to school but i completely regret that decision.